How is it that one minute you can be skipping merrily along life's highway and the next your hit head on by a literal 'Juggernaut' of 'Real Life' problems? My family want me to follow one crossroads and I want to follow another. I have been there for them on more ocassions then I can remember. Now, as I face the biggest dilemma I have ever faced they are not there for me. This is making me 're-evaluate' what is really the most 'important' reasons for going on to face the daunting prospect of a completely new Future. There is someone who I had a duty to take care of but have failed in this regard. I want to say 'sorry' to that person. I hope that when she comes home that we can build a 'new understanding together' and forget the past. The 'RL issue' I have had to face has put everything in stark detail before my very eyes. It takes something like this to realise that the only person who can help you is 'yourself.' I ask and 'pray' that I will make the right decisions.
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